I hate my absent minded!!!

Thursday morning- 26th March 2009, 10.30am
She came back...
I think everyone should get know who is she....
She is the one involved me into passport case....
She is the one framed me to eat the dead cat....
She is the one we think is yam jin one....
Sure...This was certified by 12 Roxburgh Place....

Reason for her to come back:
Return the house key to landlord....
Prove to us she is happiness right now.....

Reason for us wanna see her:
Prove she really move out from 12 Roxburgh Place....
Properly is for our safety...
See how happiness she had right now...
Personal reason is waiting for CK treat us @ Mango...
Condition is she need to move out from 12 Roxburgh Place.....
Check with her the dead cat case....Coz this dead cat too big, hard to swallow...

Why I hates my absent minded???
Forgot to check with her when I saw her yong soi face....
And for few questions we wanna ask her....
WTF.....
Why???
Because she bring a China guy together....
Lead to my money split out with my pocket...

Coz I need to treat them a meal since we bet will she bring a guy come back n show off...

Since that I thought her new bf is at our home country....

But then now I knew it...

She is lonely and itchy....

So need to find one life buoy to cram her lonely heart...

And her unlimited vanity....

If not...Do u think she will satisfied???

Just felt that China guy is so pity...

Annoyed...Why I am keep thinking of my money fly away again....
Result of money ghost lead to forgot to fight for my right.... xp
Even jump to yellow river also cant wash clean now.......

Spring Begins........

Hurray....Winter ended....

Follow by spring coming....So happy....

I love the weather, with the sunshine n a little bit of wind....

Can hang out with friends as well....lol

Sitting @ the grass n drinks with friends...

LOoking for leng zai n leng lui...lol

Looking for those insect never appears during winter time....

Can chit chating with liberty....

No more gossip...No more rumour.....

Such a University life I never had before...

Wao...I love this kind of life.....

I am freaking upset!!!!!

When thinking of all the information in my laptop....
My heart become pain and pain....
When I memories the stuff in my laptop...
The pain will come slowly...
Look like something has eroded my heart....
I just thought I lost my soft copy for the dissertation...
But now...
The reality told me it's not so simple...
My Continuing development project is in the laptop...
And I din make any copy.....
Ooooo....Faint......
It's hard than my dissertation....
I spend a lot time to do it...
Now all gone dy...
I need to redo again....
Upset why I am so careless...
Why I forgot to keep few copies for my work.....
Why got to redo this and redo that....
Why my life got so many twists and turns....
Haih....
But I can see clearly right now....
Everythings can redo even though we lost it or be defeated .....
Just take it easy.....
Coz everything can redo but our life cant redo...
Once we lost our life....
Then everything gone.....
So...Cherish to what we have now...
Because when it's gone...
You will never have any chance to embrace it again....
So...Gambateh yae........

Ridiculous

Ridiculous-This is the new word I learnt recently....
Since that too many people mentioned ridiculous, ridiculous in front of me....
Just thinking is it so many things happened recently??
Is it all very funny?? or really ridiculous??
The reality told me that this is true....
Gossip is around everyway...That's right, I agreed......
Since that the ridiculous things happened, my heart kept worries....
What I worried was when will CK n WK back from M'sia??
Since they back almost 3 weeks....
But now they also not sure when will they coming back to UK....
I think the ridiculous gossip should be settled.....
If people think that I am the one doing those thing....
Then that's fine....
Maybe I need to start thinking for my continuing way....
Is it I need to change the way how to get along with people???
But I don't think the way I am using now is the wrong direction....Am I???
I am just using my pattern to do my thing...
What's my pattern???
For those who know me should get used to my pattern...lol
What's my manner of speaking to stranger, to friends or to those I don't want to deal with....
Maybe u don't know me....
So please dont emphasize to people what kind of people I am.....
I think I am the one more understand what kind of people I am....

Now the gossip protagonist is not me...
Is one of my group member....
But I dont think she is the one people should blame...
She is so soft....In my mind....She is quiet like me....
I mean I am quiet is because of their communication way, I haven get used to it....
That's why I am quiet...lol
Going back to the topic....
What she wanna do is just done our assignment with the merit mark...
But the person...
5 person in a group - S,H,R,M and me....
H,R is in one group, they are complaining S due to S ask them to correct somethings....
But the way they complaining is .....OMG...Dont know how to say....
M is keep quiet n doing his work....
S is not around...
I am just keep quiet due to cant talk too much...
Coz I dint provided too much idea to the group...
But I did my part....
Oh my...Why people like to do this backstab stuff???
Just a small stuff but why they can said like very serious....

Dont know is H n R bad luck or I got bad luck...
I got few course same group with them...
And they keep absent to the lesson....
Then all my coursemate not really know 2 fo them...
That's why many ridiculous case happened I think....

Luckily when I talk to S regarding to my situation,
She can empathiz my situation....Regarding to the way I do my works....
So that I dont think that local student are all arrogant....
Those local student in my class all are quite nice....
But the International student...Is more arrogant than local student....

So sometimes I am thinking...
Maybe just the wrong time meet up with the wrong people....
I been meet up with the right people in the wrong time....lol
I think should be the timing problems....lol
But this is better than nothing .....Is it????
Take it easy....lol

Laptop Condemn!!!!

Oh shit...OMG....
My laptop condemn suddenly 2 days ago......
It dump me not even gave me some signal......
Just....Blue screen out........
Just like a cycle...
Restart restart n restart non stop........
Then...Everything gone.......
Damn bad luck....
Damn damn damn worry about that.......
Worry will be the hard drive problems....
Luckily now is ok dy....
Just cant view chinese n typing in chinese....
I think this should be a chance for me to improve my lousy english....
Well...I know it's too bad for me at the moment.....
Coz I still having the Malaysian style english.....
Newcastle accent....Try my best....
Is time for me to redo all my assignment, dissertation........
Shit.......

Life go on....

After I became the protagonist of the passport case...

I am furious...

Just keep thinking of Why she will never think of the cause and effect.....

I been forgive her for the previous case.......

Why she still wanna frame me.....

I knew she keep talking to people I am foolish.....

She is the clever one.....

But do I need to show how smart am I in front all of u???

Nope...I dont think I need to do so....

I just need to be myself....

I can close with all of u and I can ignore ur existence.....

Just depends on what should I do....

What I need to do.....

It is just follow my feelings, my minds.......

One of my friend wrote somethings on her blogs....

Specially wrote for me.....

It's so meaningful.....

"In ones life can definitely meet up a lot of different kind of people that some of them will treat u nicely, being good to you or maybe some rather how betraying you...

But, life goes on........"

I can pretend deaf when do not wish to heard something....

I can pretend blind when do not wish to see something.....

I can pretend mute when do not wish to talk something.....

Wasting time to hate someone, why don't save some time to love others?

Life long but we have short time..........

By the way....

I am still furious at the moment.......

So wishes her can praying dont meet up with me in the University......

Or I will slap her gao gao........

Enjoy Life!!!

After working.........

Let's go out relax..........

Racheal, Jenni, Liam n myself.........

Just talking nonsense.......

Talking of my lousy english......

Since that I felt my english is still too bad.........

But they felt my english get improvement.....

When reflect back the first time in the class........

From the way

How I speak.......

How I present my work.........

More confident.....

All of them shock when I finished my presentation.....

But I still in the nervous mode.......

Hopefully I can have Newcastle accent.........

Can speak fluent english........

Can have fluent writing.........

Then I can speak loudly.........

I am back from Newcastle, United Kingdom......lol

By the way, we hav a wonderful night.....

Yeah...Enjoy Newcastle night life.........